| mad as hell |
[Jun. 2nd, 2006|04:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | this i promise you by *nsync (again, ironic) | ] |
not the greatest day today..talked to andrew a little bit about yesterday..he said that he doesn't know how to explain it..just tell me for cryin' out loud!!!! don't make me hate you for no reason!!!...1st hour: finished worksheet...2nd hour: worked on worksheets...3rd hour: walked to ray's for doughnuts..that was a nice break...4th hour: worked on an "interests survey" so we could figure out what we want to do when we grow up...lunch: walked to ray's with kelsey..i like walking with her..it gets my mind off stressful stuff...5th hour: bored out of my mind!! i'm ahead of everyone so i don't need to catch up on anything..i listened to simple plan and played minesweeper the whole hour...walking to 6th, i saw andrew sitting on a chair. he didn't even try to come up to talk to me...6th hour: we worked on our monologues...walk home: walked with kelsey..it was more quiet than normal..sorry, kels..i didn't mean to be so quiet...when i was walking with andrew, that was quiet. he was "trying to think of how to tell me why he broke up with me". "JUST FREAKIN' TELL ME!!!" gosh!! how efin' hard could it be!! practically the whole walk back (which takes about 20 min.) was complete silence..he can't say the reason why he broke up with me..i'm not mad about the breakup..i'm mad at why he can't tell me the reason.. oh, just to top it off, when we were across the street from my house, i asked him again to tell me..get ready for this..he said "i'll send you an e-mail about it." i just walked away mad, upset, wanting to cry, wanting to hit him, wanting to hit a brick wall...all of those emotions at the same time are a bit too overwhelming..first relationship for me, by the way...anyways, i get inside and check my e-mail..yesterday he sent me another one saying that he'll tell me at school cuz it'll be easier..bull! i sent him a pretty cold e-mail back asking again why he can't tell me, that he's been honest with me until now, what sort of trouble could he have possibly gotten into that would involve the end of us, and (the colder part) saying how i should have expected him to send me an e-mail since he's so good at that..i don't feel completely bad about what i said to him..i don't want to be mean to him, but if he can't tell me something, no matter what it is, i'm going to find out why. he said that the reasons aren't because of me, but if it includes us breaking up, then yeah, it does. |
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| just writing somethin' |
[May. 24th, 2006|09:06 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | american idol | ] |
ummm...ok, i'm writing something...well, my day was pretty good for the most part...1st period: did the first aid test on the dummies..i'm pretty sure i passed...2nd period: worked on our science projects with our partners..we're doing ours on black holes...3rd period: sang songs..that reminds me-i'm gonna do studio tomorrow...4th period: we read more of romeo and juliet..in class i was a day and a half ahead in the assignment work (which i finished at lunch)...lunch: i finished the romeo and juliet work so i don't have to worry about it anymore. yay!!...5th period: we worked on two easy assignments on microsoft word..i just took a while so i'd have something to do...6th period: we worked on finding monologues to do for our finals..so far the monologues i'm choosing between for my comedy ones are from ferris bueller's day off and the princess bride. so far i'm leaning towards the ferris bueller monologue..that's the best movie, by the way...well, after school i was going to walk with eastern (nickname), but she left before i got out..she was wearing her headphones so she couldn't hear me, either..i sat around with my boyfriend after school..we were just talking about stuff..i like just talking about stuff..i started telling him about how i feel about stuff..i try not to talk about my feelings too much..i know that guys tune out when it comes to that sort of stuff, so i didn't say much..my sister started talking with us, just coming in in the middle of our conversations..i was talking about how i don't eat breakfast because it sometimes makes me sick, i don't usually eat luch because it also sometimes makes me sick..my sister thought i was making it sound like my parents starve me..i kept on saying that i didn't say anything close to that..all i said was that i don't eat much and that all i usually eat is dinner and snacks most of the time..then when my sister went inside (the door was still open) my boyfriend told me that my (step)mom and dad treat me very well..my sister came out in a bitchy attitude saying stuff like 'what did you say about my mom?' and she thought that he said something that was really negative and bad..when i kept on trying to tell her what he really said, she shut the screen door, locked it, and shut the door and locked that..eventually, she unlocked it, and i went in after my boyfriend left..i went to my room, listened to music, and started working on my story..i'm trying to write a book, by the way, just if anyone wanted to know..so...wow...i didn't think i had that much to write..i like this..well, i'll stop wasting your time.. i'll try to write tomorrow..
bye!
p.s. TAYLOR HICKS WON AMERICAN IDOL!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!! |
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